Quarantine Episode One

Maybe I’m addicted to feeling sad. Sadness is a weakness. Depression is shameful. Sadness is vulnerability. Melancholia is beautiful. The eternal internal conflicting philosophy. Sadness is a powerful expression. Perhaps I’m hooked. It’s a state of mind when I’m most creative and most expressive of my raw emotions. How dangerous and effusive indeed. I fear it will devour me, but then again who cares? I’m exhausted but at least I’m free. I have only one life to live, so I might as well own it.