From blog Definitely Zella2024-10-04 16:05
Holy shit, am I really 4 weeks out from my competition? Technically, as I’m writing this, it’s actually more like 30 days, but who’s counting? It’s me. I’m counting. I don’t think a day goes by that I don’t mentally calculate how far out I am, worrying if I’m going to hit my goals, and then reminding myself that it doesn’t matter if I meet some arbitrary standard or not. It’s a little exhausting, having that clock ticking in the background all the time, but it’s also exhilarating. I’ve put a lot of time, effort, and money into this, and I’m getting excited for the payoff at the end. Some things have not gone...
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