Our silent date

We keep our silent date.For a while everything seems to be fine. There's action, there's laughter, it's sharp and real. I don't think too much, I just have to keep moving and everything is fine. I feel I get closer to my dreams, they are almost within my reach. If I could just push myself a little further I would touch them with the tips of my fingers.Suddenly, a fog creeps in and the whole picture fades a way. I'm isolated in this blur, unable to connect the dots, completely lost. One day relentlessly glides into the next, I'm gradually seized by uncontrollable agitation, fear.And loneliness slaps me across the face.I struggle to make it go away but the fact still...