Life in limbo

Yesterday was rough. Really really rough. Suffice it to say, I spent the day with soggy eyes and one of those piercing headaches caused by the dehydration of hours of crying. It was rough.There is so much blank space in my life, and the path ahead is so undefined-- it leaves a lot of potential for exciting things, but also a lot of space to worry, be afraid, and feel alone. There's a lot of temptation to crawl under a rock and be paralyzed; to let life pass by around me, or to move back into a space of comfort and familiarity. It feels like a big fat fork in the road, where my life is either about to slowly fall to a million pieces or gather supernaturally into something...