Gonna Sleep Now

Thrifted dress worn as top, H&M sequin skirt, Kenzo hat, Asos earrings, Pylones bag, POP Flats shoes Many things have been going on in my mind, though they are random and vague it feels difficult to describe what they are. I feel exhausted and anxious, and I guess S has been hearing this a lot from me. Thank God he is as patient, understanding and calming as I want him to be whenever I tell him about all this. I guess whatever I do, whatever I achieve, I can never forget that feeling back in May. The moment when I lost my baby and played the strong-woman who said "I'm okay". Maybe I am, but maybe a part of me isn't. I have fully accepted the reality and...