Almost everything is dark

how it feels, to be judged with something that not you? it's been a rough week for me since i realize my life was fulled with problems. i just feel so down. and i realize, i always lost people i loved. they just go away without a reason why. and it feels so hurt. i always be there for everyone else and also i need someone to be there for me, to comforting me and to tell me that everything it gonna be okay. and if someone asks me whoi want to be with, i would simply say "someone who can understand, that i'm not perfect and who will never leave me". i just want someone who will understand me even no words are spoken. and the hardest part about walking away from someone is...