do or die

Elloo people! I have overcome my little birthday blues and apart from what I uttered in my last post actually everything has been alright in the last couple of weeks. At the moment I'm doing pretty good at being alone - let's hope it will stay like this, I'm really not in the mood for another ditch to fall into. I've tried to stay occupied, especially at the weekends so my days/nights were full of Hart of Dixie (corny but my new addiction), concerts, good food and so on. Furthermore I have found new strength and motovation to do something against my sleeping problems and my general laziness concerning anything that has to do with preparing my...